Wednesday, October 29, 2008
After over a month here
My roomemate put it best. It feels like we have been here for a very short time, but it also feels like we have been here a long time. It is hard to believe how much stuff was done in the past couple of weeks. Within a couple of weeks, God has provided abundantly. Over the past couple of months, the Lord has tested my faith much, but I have joyously been able to see the Lord's hand through this time. Now that I have been able to see clearly the Lord's had through all this, I am able to trust Him much more and leave it up to him.
The other day, I did not know how we were going to pay our rent. My roomemate encouraged me to trust to the Lord as we have seen how much the Lord has already provided for us. I worried much, but soon I gave it over to the Lord. The next day, the Lord provided for us abundantly: Josh and myself. It made me think about the Israelites in the desert and how the Lord provided for them with the bread and water. He also provided shelter from the burning sun and guided them through the night. I forgot that, just like the Israelites did. Please pray for me that I would know the Lord as my provided and my guide and I would trust Him.
The Lord gave me answer to my prayer this morning and told me through Matthew 6:25 saying not to worry about your life. Truly, one day is enough to worry or think about. I take the Lord at His Word.
Work is getting much better. I am starting to get used to it and having some fun too! I enjoyed myself a little today at work. It is hard work, but I have always enjoyed my major. It only is my major. I should.
In a couple of weeks, I hope to get my ARC (my workers Visa). I need this to stay in the country, to get my phone, internet, buy a scooter, health insurance. Pray that I would get this soon.
I have enjoyed a lot of hiking in the mountains. I have went twice with different people and I enjoy it. I am glad I don't live in the Downtown Kaohsiung and not have much hiking. There is a lot of hiking.
The only problem is: how to get there. I don't think I will be able to get a scooter for two month. I'm trusting the Lord and we will see how the Lord will provide. A scooter is not necessary at this time.
Just trying to take it one day at a time. It seems like I started at a rate of sprinting when I started. I started fast and have been going still. It is hard, yet I will continue going.
I also may begin starting my Chinese lessons soon.
There are a lot of things I hope to do, but because of my ARC and trying to figure out till my pay, I continue to try to do the best I can for the time that's left.
Got to go,
Chris
Friday, October 17, 2008
3 weeks later.
I am alive and just fine. The typoon that pased through a couple of weeks did not affect me or anybody around where I live.
Funny things or very different.
1. Back in America, you hear the ice-cream truck and the music. The same music is when you need to take out your trash. After over 20 years, I feel like I am being tricked. I think about ice-cream, but only find a cone full of garbage. What a pity!
2. Many of the people are indirect to people. Ex. I was being slow and going through my bag. My friend, was waiting for me as he wanted to go to his room and take a shower. He was waiting for me and asked if I would like to go to his room. If it was more direct, It might be (America): "Come on, let's go. Hurry up. I'm hot and sweaty and I need a shower. Let's go to my room."
"Another one of my co-workers, wanted to give me some suggestions, but didn't know how to be too honest. She told me I am good at teaching advanced levels, but here meaning was that I needed to use simple English with students.
3. I'm an English Teacher. That's funny in itself. I remember back in college being one of the worst at grammar. I improved a lot and it was a lot of hard work. But this is one of those funny moments God does. His grace is humerus too. Too think: English teacher. I'm learning English as I'm teaching.
4. I stand out a whole lot. I'm white, blonde haired, and blue eyed. I get many hello's and girls following me like I'm a movie star. Really, I'm not that good looking.
5. Many Stares at me. It is especially funny when a bunch of us OMF'ers walked down the street towards church. We stood out quite a lot.
6. Talking about non-sense. A good friend I met in Taiwan, Jonas and myself talk about some of the most non-sense stuff and laugh about it. If I was talking to an intellectual person, they probably would tell me I'm full of rubbish.
7. I do have serious conversations to people. I'm not that out of my mind. Thank you very much!
8. The only internet connection I have is in a coffee shope. Donutes. It is kind of like 'Starbucks' plus the hip hop music. I try to talk to people on Skype and they get headaches from listening to the hip-hop English music. It's very dirty.
9. Getting lost!!! I have gotten lost so many times, especially in Dashe. First I have no sense of direction. Second, I the roads turn this way and that. If you go North, then it changes to East.
10. Top one is my sleep. I usually sleep like a baby. I am out. Lately I have been having a lot of stress from my new job and I think about it a lot, especially in my dreams. A couple nights I started to sleep teach. I found myself, standing up, in my night clothes, and with my finger pointing or writting on the board, as if I was teaching to my students. They are children. Thank God I have relief and I'm not sleep teaching. I truly was able to get some rest from teaching Children.
Many times I get excited. I'll have to tell myself or my friend Jonas will say: "Calm Down! Kids are cute."
Enough of my interesting non-sense that actually has some meaning, only if you understand me.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Travels To Taiwan
Many struggles does a man go through, but greater joy is when someone follows Jesus Christ.
First of all, I want to thank everyone for your continued prayers. It makes me realize that our God is bigger than I could have imagined. People from all over the world, especially in America are lifting the burden off the people of the Taiwanesse people. Thank you for your service in prayer. It is so encouraging and my burden seems lighter because of your prayers for me. As well, I want to continue to pray for you, so let me know what’s on your mind. That’s enough of the intro. Let me get to what’s going on here.
The picture above is the second day I arrived into Taiwan. I was going through Jet-leg at the time, so that is why I was able to get up early enough to catch the sunrise. I got up around 3:30 or 4:30 A.M. From where I lived in Chicago and in Taiwan, it is a 13 hour diffrence. If it is 7 P.M. in Taiwan, then it is 6 A.M. in Taiwan. Jet leg took awhile before I got adjusted.
Struggles over the Summer.
God truly does our weaknesses to show His strength. Over the whole summer, I was way over in my debt in finances and I had no idea the Lord would provide, but I trusted him by faith. After I graduated from Moody Bible Institute with Bachelor’s Degree in Youth Ministry and Bible in May 2008, I had to work a lot. Indeed, I worked 1 full-time job for Moody and 3 part time jobs at various times. Some weeks, I worked as much as 80 hours. The Lord provided for me and also gave me rest. Sometimes I felt I very sick and I think I became an insomniac over a couple of weeks. Indeed, two weeks I had absolutely no money. Over a two week span, I worked over 100 hours for landscaping and raised support. When I cam to the country, I had about $1,500. I owe very little debt right now as well. Talk about being hard-working. God’s grace is sufficient.
Besides work, I also had much preparation as the Lord had laid the burden of the Taiwanese people on my heart. Over the whole summer, I went to a Chinese Church in Chicago (China Town). It had three different congregations. I went to the Mandarin speaking service. There I was able to meet many people from China and Taiwan. Everyone has been very helpful there and are true servants. I took a class in Sp. 2008 that introduced me to the Chinese language. After that, the summer came and I spent a couple of hours learning Chinese everyday.
I also have been writing worship songs, poetic (story) songs, and different stories over the summer. I hope to publish sometime and I have a vision for a book that the Lord has put on my heart for almost a year I believe.
So, you can see why I was a insomniac all summer.
I am grateful for all the prayers I have from you. God is already doing much work here and is providing for all my needs. There are three different churches praying for me and have provided for me financially (Fern Cliff Evangelical Church in Iowa, Full gospel Church of Chicago, and Chicago Chinese Union Church). I thank my God for the “Partnership of the Gospel,” (Phil. 1:5).
So back to Jet-leg
My trip from Chicago to Taiwan to finally getting to sleep was only 20 hours. Not bad, In comparison to others and only one transfer in Japan. And get this, the cost of following Jesus is humorous and quite releasing. It isn’t burdensome at all. My whole life was in two carry-on bags (1 duffle bag full of clothes, 1 guitar), 1 small travel suitcase, and 1 back-back. I had so much stuff I had to get rid off back in the states.
I arrived safely. David Ulstrom, who is the Coordinator with the Organization I am partnering with (OMF). He helps the Teaching English partners in Kaohsiung area. He picked me up from the airport and took me to the temporary housing with a couple, Matt and Holly. They were really helpful and kind.
Some of my cooking.
The next day, David showed me around a little and we went to the school I may be working at. They were open and the next day I arrived, I found a job teaching English. The school I am working at is Joy School. It is located in Dashe. Dashe is a suburb of Kaohsiung. I barely had any money and I saw the Lord’s hand very clearly already in so many ways. This has been a venture teaching English and I never taught English to a class before. It is hard and difficult, but I am improving a lot. I like my Boss, William. The teachers I am working with are Jonas, Stella, Daisy, and Mandy. All of them are really helpful and take a lot of time to show me around. As well, they make comments and suggestions that have helped me improve.
The next day, I was able to meet the other English partners who were teaching with me. It was good to meet everyone. It’s encouraging to know I’ll have fellow believers while I am in the country. I met everyone for bible study and lunch. A couple days later, I was able to meet with my roommate. His name is Joseph. Later, he will give an intro about himself.
David Ulstrom to the Left. My Roommate Joshua to the right.
Here’s downtown Dashe.
Here’s a map of Dashe.
My roommate came in on a Saturday and moved that same day here. This is the complex
Where we live.
Don’t forget ‘Breakfast and Beautiful,’ the local breakfast joint close to where I live.
I go to breakfast here a lot.
From our apartment-
A lot of the partners traveling back to Kaohsiung from a OMF conference. We met
A lot of OMF missionaries in Taiwan.
The Train’s coming!!!! Chu Chu!!!
Here’s Dashe at night.
a walk through the streets.
Here’s a little Poetry from me. My testimony shows how the Lord has brought me from the darkness
into the Light. My Chinese Pastor, back in Chicago, has helped me come up with a Chinese name.
It literally means to bring bright light.
My mission in life is to bring the bright Light and Hope only found in Jesus Christ in Taiwan and wherever I am.
This picture is for the poetry below. This is from my Client, whom I did landscaping for many years.
Light Bearer
By Chris Sherman
I cannot stop myself from being a witness to the Light that has come and saved me from myself.
I must continue to deny myself daily, to take up my cross and follow the Light
That though I cannot see far in front of me,
I continue going
To the unexpected.
I have had to leave everything behind.
I have had to leave prior dreams, family, my country, my former life,
And yet,
I consider it all but loss
For the sake of my Savior Jesus Christ,
Who took my dead and broken body,
In the deepest darkness of my soul,
And saved me with His great strength.
How could I deny my Savior?
Yet I have done it over and over and over again.
The Lord has never left me nor forsaken me,
He has never let me go. The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not overcome it.
I bow my life before Him that I may be a difference in this world
For His light that I bear never lets me go!
He lives within me and I am a witness to the Light
That people from their deepest darkness, their deepest secrets, their deepest sorrows, their deepest regrets, they’re hearts that are so far away and so dark will find the Light.
May my life draw people to the Light that can save.
This journey,
Hard,
Many losses,
Sorrow,
Pain,
Yet within this is my joy to my Savior, the Light, who has saved me
From my deepest darkness.
“John himself was not the light; he was only a witness to the light.”
-John 1:8-